{"id":7172,"date":"2017-08-22T23:38:57","date_gmt":"2017-08-22T21:38:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php\/2017\/08\/22\/bac-sie-pisania\/"},"modified":"2017-08-22T23:38:57","modified_gmt":"2017-08-22T21:38:57","slug":"bac-sie-pisania","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/?p=7172","title":{"rendered":"Ba\u0107 si\u0119\u00a0pisania"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Mam do napisania tekst. Na zam\u00f3wienie.<\/p>\n<p>Siadam. Co\u015b idzie. Nie idzie. Pr\u00f3buj\u0119, zmieniam. Pisz\u0119 strumieniem, tak u mnie trzeba, napisa\u0107 jak najwi\u0119cej, zanim w\u0142\u0105czy si\u0119 mechanizm blokady.<\/p>\n<p>Wstaj\u0119 do szafki, tam na p\u00f3\u0142ce, z ty\u0142u, jest napocz\u0119ta czarna czekolada. W po\u0142owie drogi zdaj\u0119 sobie spraw\u0119, \u017ce t\u0119 sam\u0105 (prawi\u0119 t\u0119 sam\u0105) my\u015bl mo\u017cna zapisa\u0107 na dziesi\u0105tki sposob\u00f3w, na kilkunastu poziomach. Oblewa mnie ch\u0142\u00f3d, zdaje si\u0119, przera\u017cenie: to niemo\u017cliwe, \u017cebym co\u015b sensownego napisa\u0142. Cho\u0107by statystycznie rzecz bior\u0105c &#8211; to niemo\u017cliwe&#8230; Jak w\u015br\u00f3d tej gmatwaniny znale\u017a\u0107 drog\u0119, skleci\u0107 jedno z drugim, pomijaj\u0105c to, co do siebie nie pasuje&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Jedyne teraz wyj\u015bcie, to zagryzaj\u0105c po\u015bpiesznie czekolad\u0119 dopa\u015b\u0107 klawiatury i pisa\u0107 dalej. Pisa\u0107, nie my\u015bl\u0105c o niczym, o molochu j\u0119zyka, do kt\u00f3rego nierozwa\u017cnie o\u015bmielam si\u0119 zbli\u017cy\u0107. Kt\u00f3ry pr\u00f3buj\u0119 podkopa\u0107, bo wej\u015b\u0107 wej\u015bciem, nawet pobocznym, nie jestem godzien. Ja, myszka, szczur, kret, partyzant literatury, samozwaniec, uzurpator, ignorant, banita, wyrzutek.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Podchodz\u0119 do giganta ty\u0142em, bo jego widok, jego \u015bwiadomo\u015b\u0107, obali mnie. Mo\u017ce mnie nie zauwa\u017cy, jeszcze tym razem, dop\u00f3ki nie czuj\u0119 ne plecach jego cienia nie rzucam si\u0119 do ucieczki.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mam do napisania &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[867,435,327,870,70],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7172"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7172"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7172\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7172"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7172"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7172"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}