{"id":7237,"date":"2016-08-12T21:18:27","date_gmt":"2016-08-12T19:18:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php\/2016\/08\/12\/instrument-jak-wiertarka\/"},"modified":"2016-08-12T21:18:27","modified_gmt":"2016-08-12T19:18:27","slug":"instrument-jak-wiertarka","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/?p=7237","title":{"rendered":"Instrument jak wiertarka"},"content":{"rendered":"<h4>Z cyklu Zapisy znalezione<\/h4>\n<p>Na naszym osiedlu jest pewien niezrealizowany muzyk. Prowadzi zwyk\u0142e \u017cycie, chodzi do pracy (nie zwi\u0105zanej z muzyk\u0105), utrzymuje rodzin\u0119, wsiada do autobusu rano i wysiada wieczorem. Z kieszeni kurtki wypadaj\u0105 mu czasem kartki, tak jakby chcia\u0142, \u017ceby mu wypada\u0142y. Albo jest mu ju\u017c wszystko jedno&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\"><em>Prawie za ka\u017cdym razem, gdy siadam do pianina, dopada mnie poczucie mizerno\u015bci, ma\u0142o\u015bci, bezsi\u0142y wobec tego, co chcia\u0142bym zagra\u0107. Ile musia\u0142bym \u0107wiczy\u0107, by instrument sta\u0142 si\u0119 cz\u0119\u015bci\u0105 cia\u0142a&#8230; Ma\u0142o. Cz\u0119\u015bci\u0105 m\u00f3zgu, by nawet cia\u0142o znikn\u0119\u0142o, rozp\u0142yn\u0119\u0142o si\u0119 w przewodniej idei, my\u015bli, uczuciu<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\"><em>B\u0142\u0105d. Do instrumentu nie nale\u017cy zasiada\u0107 z jakimkolwiek poczuciem: ani mizerno\u015bci, ani misji, ani natchnienia. Do instrumentu zasiada si\u0119 tak po prostu, jak rzemie\u015blnik do codziennego warsztatu. \u017badnych wielkich, codziennych wzrusze\u0144, \u017cadnego pos\u0142annictwa, apostolstwa. Instrument to jak hebel, wiertarka, m\u0142otek czy maszyna do szycia. Je\u015bli od czasu do czasu zdarzy si\u0119 wzruszenie, to i dobrze.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<h4>Z cyklu Zapisy &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[867,719,885,70,884],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7237"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7237"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7237\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7237"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7237"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7237"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}