{"id":8433,"date":"2008-05-08T23:30:24","date_gmt":"2008-05-08T21:30:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php\/2008\/05\/08\/jeszcze-czuje-widze\/"},"modified":"2008-05-08T23:30:24","modified_gmt":"2008-05-08T21:30:24","slug":"jeszcze-czuje-widze","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/?p=8433","title":{"rendered":"Jeszcze czuj\u0119, widz\u0119&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><font size=\"2\">Id\u0119 spa\u0107. <\/p>\n<p>Jak rzadko my\u015bl\u0119 o tym, \u017ce mog\u0119 si\u0119 nie obudzi\u0107 jutro. To znaczy &#8211; obudzi\u0107 si\u0119 mo\u017ce w innym \u015bwiecie. Podobnie jak jutro mog\u0119 obudzi\u0107 si\u0119 ja, ale nie kto\u015b z moich bliskich. Czasem, id\u0105c do \u0142\u00f3\u017cka, nas\u0142uchuj\u0119 w p\u00f3\u0142mroku oddechu Sary, i czasem wydaje mi si\u0119, \u017ce go nie s\u0142ysz\u0119&#8230; Co by by\u0142o dalej&#8230;? Albo jak dzi\u015b, kiedy jecha\u0142em do domu samochodem. W powoli zapadaj\u0105cym, wiosennym mroku, kt\u00f3ry z dnia nadzie\u0144 zmierza do tej najkr\u00f3tszej nocy. Te mroki s\u0105 niepowtarzalne, w krwisto\u015bciach zachod\u00f3w. W takim w\u0142a\u015bnie zapadaj\u0105cym zmierzchu, za zakr\u0119tem, mo\u017ce czeka\u0107 na mnie co\u015b&#8230; A ja b\u0119d\u0119 akurat patrzy\u0142 w lusterko, albo podziwia\u0142 czerwie\u0144 nad horyzontem. Mo\u017ce obudzi\u0142bym si\u0119 w szpitalu z Ioan\u0105 nade mn\u0105&#8230;? Mo\u017ce dowiedzia\u0142bym si\u0119, \u017ce poduszka powietrzna uratowa\u0142a mi \u017cycie? \u017bycie, ale nie zdrowie&#8230; Mo\u017ce by\u0142bym skazany na w\u00f3zek, albo \u0142\u00f3\u017cko, do ko\u0144ca \u017cycia&#8230; Mo\u017ce bez oczu, bez r\u0105k&#8230; To wszystko jest mo\u017cliwe, prawdopodobne. <\/p>\n<p>Traci\u0142em przytomno\u015b\u0107 kilka razy, za ka\u017cdym razem budzenie si\u0119 &#8211; z poczuciem, \u017ce nie wiem co si\u0119 sta\u0142o, jaki jest dzie\u0144 tygodnia, gdzie jestem &#8211; by\u0142o trudnym do pogodzenia si\u0119 momentem&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Id\u0119 spa\u0107&#8230; Jeszcze czuj\u0119, widz\u0119&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>Dzi\u0119kuj\u0119&#8230;<\/font><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><font size=\"2\">Id\u0119 spa\u0107&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[130],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8433"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8433"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8433\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8433"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8433"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8433"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}