{"id":8453,"date":"2008-03-31T22:03:26","date_gmt":"2008-03-31T20:03:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php\/2008\/03\/31\/koncz-juz\/"},"modified":"2008-03-31T22:03:26","modified_gmt":"2008-03-31T20:03:26","slug":"koncz-juz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/?p=8453","title":{"rendered":"Ko\u0144cz ju\u017c&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><font size=\"2\">Jutro planuj\u0119 wyjecha\u0107 o 6 rano. Teraz jestem jeszcze w pracy, na monitorze obserwuj\u0119 pasek post\u0119pu programu renderuj\u0105cego film. Dlatego mam czas, \u017ceby co\u015b napisa\u0107. Zaraz p\u00f3jd\u0119 do sklepu kupi\u0107 co\u015b na kolacj\u0119. <\/p>\n<p>Kiedy przypomn\u0119 sobie dzisiejszy ranek, to mam wra\u017cenie, \u017ce mia\u0142 miejsce tydzie\u0144 temu. Osza\u0142amiaj\u0105ce. Jakbym za\u017cy\u0142 jakie\u015b prochy, kt\u00f3re spowalniaj\u0105 up\u0142yw czasu. <\/p>\n<p>To ciekawe, \u017ce m\u0119\u017cczyzna walczy, aby wyzwoli\u0107 si\u0119 spod wp\u0142ywu kobiety (nawet je\u015bli nie chodzi w tym wypadku o matk\u0119), a kiedy ju\u017c mu si\u0119 to uda, to opr\u00f3cz uczucia panowania nad swoim \u017cyciem pozostaje mu wra\u017cenie osamotnienia, oraz, co gorsza, odpowiedzialno\u015bci za ich dwoje. <\/p>\n<p>I jeszcze jedno &#8211; zachowa\u0107 si\u0119 g\u0142upio, a p\u00f3\u017aniej pr\u00f3bowa\u0107 to naprawi\u0107, to cz\u0119sto robi si\u0119 jeszcze wi\u0119ksz\u0105 g\u0142upot\u0119. Bezradno\u015b\u0107, bezradno\u015b\u0107 zachowania si\u0119 w prostych sytuacjach. \u015amieszno\u015b\u0107. <br \/>O czym pisz\u0119? O moim zm\u0119czeniu. Niewa\u017cne. <\/p>\n<p>Najgorsze, \u017ce nie mog\u0119 sobie przypomnie\u0107, czy ju\u017c da\u0142em sobie insulin\u0119&#8230;<br \/><\/font><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><font size=\"2\">Jutro &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[50],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8453"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8453"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8453\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8453"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8453"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/niecodziennosc.kubic.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8453"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}